Gabe thanks for your words…
However,
Nothing has changed with my training really. I understand Monday was a high load day…but every monday is…and every tuesday is a jumps day…and if you look back through my log i always jump well on Tuesday after a hard Monday…
Something is just wrong since Europe…
And yes, i did expect to jump well today, becuase i always jump well from a short approach, except for the last 3 weeks…
I’m just honest on this thread with my feelings etc…i said during my first post that i’ll write the ups and the downs etc…
Is this was happening in May or Jan i wouldn’t really care and probably wouldnt talk much about it…but nearly July…i’ve decided not to go to my National Champs for the first time in like 4 years because i feel totally different than i have all year…i don’t think it’s worth going…
I’ll keep being honest…July 11th is the test…