Today I have a meet again, and I’m even more nervous than before… I haven’t felt like I am the best that I can be lately, but I have certain moments where I actually don’t worry and just think that if I do my best, I’ll break the state record.. There are few of them, though. Last time, I felt really nervous and out of place in the blocks, and because I train all the time on gravel, these two factors combined made me trip and fall.
Now I’m worried that that’ll happen again.
I don’t get it, I’ve always been cool and collected in front of comps before, why have I gotten so uncertain?